Sometimes life just bites…
June 30th, 2008Willie’s Story
Three years ago, I adopted a cat from a rescue organization. The cat, Willie, was about 8 months old. The rescue had no background on him. He had been found, injured. His physical injuries had healed but he wasn’t a cuddly kitty. Willie didn’t “like” people. Not quite feral but not socialized. The rescue tries to operate on a nokill basis but if animals are deemed unadoptable, they are put to sleep. Willie was on his way to being declared unadoptable.
Willie joined our little family and I won’t say life was great from the start but it didn’t go too badly. He stuck like glue to me, so socializing him with the rest of the family was a priority. I have an advantage that, unfortunately, many people don’t have. While I’m careful how I introduce a new member of the family, I seldom have any acceptance problems from my existing critters. They have all been subjected to so many strays from so many species being fostered over the years, they are usually quite supportive of new additions.
A few days after bringing Willie home, Marconi Umbrella Cockatoo and I enjoyed one of our extremely loud songfests. She was on her playgym and I was standing next to her. We compete to see who can make the strangest sounds. Sound for sound and often even including body language, I’ll mimic her, she’ll mimic me. We both really get into it. We’re loud enough to drown out a 747 and we probably sound like we’re in excruciating agony!
In the midst of one particularly piercing yodel, I felt something hit my leg and almost simultaneous pain. Willie had launched himself at my leg, he was biting, tearing and clawing. His eyes were wide and glazed. Not normal for a cat who is fighting. This was a cat who appeared “out of his mind” for lack of a better description. It only took a few painful seconds to recognize that screaming was increasing his behavior. I started whispering to him……not easy when the pain is blinding and you’re both rapidly becoming covered in blood. Fortunately, when I started whispering, Coni apparently thought it was still part of our game so she started whispering, too. Willie eased up and lay on the floor, spitting and hissing. Decades of working with feral cats and I’d never seen this particular behavior.
I sat there on the floor, whispering his new name (we had no way to know if he’d ever had another name). In only a couple of minutes, he came to me, curled next to me and appeared to crave affection. After a little soothing stroking, quiet sounds and attention diverted to a toy, I could finally get a good look at my wounds.
Parts of my leg were meatloaf. I will always have scars. Willie was a kitty who seemingly lost his mind, attacking viciously, at loud noises. A home with parrots was, obviously, one of the worst placements for Willie. I agonized over the decision to take him back to the shelter. Had I known that Willie would react that way, I would have known our home was not the best fit for him or him for us. Frankly, had the rescue known his behavioral history, he would have been euthanized…..not adopted.
I do not know what happened in his background to cause such terror. I will probably never know. I don’t need to know his history. Maybe some drunk, yelling and screaming kicked him. Maybe a car honking it’s horn is the last thing he remembers before his injury. I don’t know. I don’t need know. Over the years, I’ve heard too many people refuse to offer their home to a “second-hand” pet because those people don’t know what may have happened to the animal in the past. They think they need to know “WHY” an animal is behaving the way it does. As long as that thought is stuck in their brain, they can’t accept that the animal’s behavior can be modified without knowing the “why”. Even if the rescue had been told that Willie was an “attack cat”, “biter”, “insanely aggressive” or whatever label some past owner might have applied, knowing that the behavior had been exhibited in the past would not have necessarily prepared me for it to happen when it did (immediately preceded by loud noise). The rescue had him for a couple months but the conditions had never been just right to trigger the behavior.
In the end, I decided to keep Willie in our home and attempt to work with his behavior. It wasn’t an easy decision. I wasn’t sure we could save Willie but I was pretty sure we were his last chance. Another home with children, loud dogs, arguing adults…….in short, any home with loud, sudden noises would not be in Willie’s best interest and if he attacked a child as he did me…..mentally, I don’t even want to go there.
How we worked with Willie is too long and involved for this too long post. In essence, after ruling out any medical cause of the behavior, the plan was a combination of giving him a quiet spot, reinforcing him when he took himself to his quiet spot and gradual desensitization.
Christmas before last, we were rewarded by a sight that would have seemed a miracle only a year earlier. As 30+ Amish Carolers, dressed all in black circled our living room, Willie crept in and sat in the middle of the living room floor. Perfectly at ease, seemingly lost in the enjoyment of the music. As I watched the carolers fight the urge to smile at their adorable kitty audience…..I fought tears of joy.
Willie will probably always be a “special needs” kitty but he is also a very special kitty. :-))

